STACY♥

2009-01-03T10:35:00.000-08:00

http://limbackside.livejournal.com/
-moved-

2009-01-03T09:31:00.000-08:00

okay, i'm re-writting my post that i just deleted cause it looks&sounds boring.
haaha went to gutterbonez chalet today, had fun(:
anyway i might be moving to xanga or livejournal cause blogger fuggs up alot on me.
haha! anyway for now it shd most prolly be livejournal cause ABBY! is helping me,
yayy.
bye

2009-01-02T05:54:00.000-08:00

i have got no words to explain how shitty i feel now.

2009-01-01T09:14:00.000-08:00

school's starting in afew hours time, and i still can't sleep. hahah
anyway there should'nt be much to do tomorrow.
for some reason i'm excited.
HAHA! even though i'll be going back to the hell hole.
but after like fours years, and& limbestfwen are finally put in the same class.
ahaha, looking forward to the new school year, being in the same class with chow&lim is gna be
aweesomeeeezxzxz.
let's not quarelle so much already alright,love you two equally.mwa mwa mwa!
ohoh and happy new year.
went to the countdown at marina bay with mengchengchickenbackside,alice and her friends.
watched the fireworkss.then went to meet daddy and sissyy.
ate supper watched a movie cabbed home.
slept woke up in the afternoon met mengcheng for lunch,
ate at delifrancee.
and that's how i spent the last day of my holiday):

Rant

2008-12-29T22:22:00.000-08:00

just had the biggest fight ever with mummy.kept threatening me with suicide
i feel fucking selfish for acting this way sometimes, but she just makes it hard.
My neck and head still hurts.can say its worser than last night.
andd what makes it better is i have other things running up&down my head.
anyway i've come to a decision that i'm NOT going to let myself get affected by what happens eventually.which is why now i'm not going to give myself any false hopes.

cause sometimes the things you say contradict yourself

2008-12-28T09:55:00.000-08:00

LIM yim nim bim kim sim tim zim pim rim dim cim xim vim gim fim wim

2008-12-28T07:31:00.001-08:00

christmas photo's

Gutterbones gig

Met Remus, and the rest of Gutterbonez at cityhall station
but stewpid ChernMengChengchicken was damn late, so they left first cause they had to do a photoshoot. so waited for him myself for like half and hours pluss?!
thier performance was at 10.30
so we went to eat dinner first, stewpid boy is damn stubborn no wonder he can't recover.
after dinner went to sit at the rooftop of esplanade,then met back with the rest soon after at the arthouse which was where the gig was at. hahah
GUTTERBONES WERE AWESOMEEE
after the gig went over to waterhole shared a jug with jane annd yanru.
then went home:D

2008-12-26T07:58:00.000-08:00

Speechless-The Veronicas
(click)

2008-12-26T01:42:00.000-08:00

i know it's late, buttt
merry christmas!
haha!fine maybe what i wanted did not really come true this year,
but i'm happy with what i've got already
that is, my family,my friends, andd the fact that my birthday is coming up soonn :D
anyway yesterday i walked around orchard with some stupid santa hat, which Alice&Chron bought for me to wear when i only said it looked cute.
hahah!anyway, when i got home this morning,
mummy was like saying some kid left me a gift
like some bigbig cake or cookie writing
"to the best pig"yeah from the bold word i already knew who it was from
haha! anyway thanks J
for making the effort of coming all the way to my house and even dare to telll my
monster mummy to lie to me.

2008-12-22T19:46:00.000-08:00

i feel as though i've known you for years

it's just a number, good things are worth waiting

2008-12-22T10:02:00.000-08:00

i'm just going to listen to zel&remus and continue telling myself that.
hate it when this happens.

):

2008-12-21T07:03:00.000-08:00

be back soon! i meez youu):
your bestfriend is more fun than genting

i forgot to mention that chron(chickenfeet) and his other band members participated in some kid's contest.

midnight walk with a stick

2008-12-21T02:09:00.000-08:00

okay, so yesterday i walked from one end of pasir ris to another
stewpid chron is a jinxx okay.
went to support his other band first time performance. all the wayy in tampinis
Aaron came for awhile but had to leave for work soon after
waited till around 9.30-10 for his net performance which is the closing,
then they had to pack the place&things up and all.it wass very cold as usual.
talked for awhile then left? ohoh there was this superr"chubby" guy.
he's damn cute! and he's like one of singapore's top ten bloggers or something
iamnotfat.net.
wth right?!
anyway he asked to take a group photo and showed us his stomach. haha!
okay thennn, chron was like sendinging me to the mrt
then there was this sign 11.25 last train.
so we went to the busstop, and like ran into some bus, i did'nt even see what number,
so we went to pasir ris. then i was lazy to get home,
so like even before we reached the interchange i stupidly made a decision to get off and he was stupid enough to agree(:
cause i thought of staying at my cousin's place. then uh mummy wanted me to come home,
cause i won't be very wlecomed there. so i had to? and we had only 10min left to walk to the interchange which is all the way to the other end.
so we walked and ended up not making it obviously,so we just continued walking
i think we wanted to walk to the end of pasir ris cause we thought it'd be funnn soo we did!
was actually quite fun la:B
yayy stacy lost some weight.haha!
anyway we got on the cab, dropped chickenfeet off at sengkang.
then continued, then the malay cab driving was like talking to me all the way.he got six kids!
he's veryy nice, except that he called chicken feet handsome.
okay photo up in the next post.
christmas is innn
four days

pop your butt!

2008-12-19T00:09:00.000-08:00

i walked home with mummy through bishan park from amkhub wearing that with mummy.
i sweated like a beetch, but mummy thought it would be fun, so what can i say):
and now i'm sewing my school skirt, while my neck hurtsss like really alott

2008-12-18T18:36:00.000-08:00

okay so yestersay in the afternoon i met with Limbestfwen, to go shopshopshop!
and she splashed some water that you're suppose to use to wash your ass on me in the toilet ):
which was why i nearly pulled a bunch of her hair out in fareast& we both got scolded by the china toilet cleaner-.-
then i met with Chron, Aaron was late so we made our way to cine first, end up
all the shows for twilight was like sold out and no more left. so we made our way to plaza sing,
same thing happened, so we ended up watching "Yes man"
sitting in between the two of them were like sitting with kids, despite them being 4-5years oolder than me-.-
HAHAHA, the like laughed the louded and kept smacking each other.
around 11.30 the movie ended so we had plaza sing all to oursseleves
plucked out christmas decorations, attempted to sneak in some store with icecream in it.
camewhored, rushed to catch the last train, which i met Abby,Crystal,Aundrey(Abby's friend)
then dropped at bishan, followed Abby to the busstop near her house, GOSSIPEDGOSSIPEDGOSSIPED
hhaha till i missed afew buses and had to end up walking home, cause mummy refuse to pick me up):
so reached home around 1 plus going to 2?

oh did i mention that Chron now got bangs. HAHAHA

2008-12-16T10:44:00.000-08:00

limbestfween is still right beside me and we found these vidoes on youtube while stalking Robert pattinson-.-HAHA
will understand if you've watched Twilight.or follow the books

2008-12-16T08:44:00.000-08:00

i just came back from watching the 9.20pm movie of Twilight
the second time with limbestfwen and guess what, i'm going to have to watch it the
third time with Aaron& Chron.
but nevermind i like the movie like alott okay,like watch 10 times also not bored
cause Robert Pattinson is wuvvv.
he's superr hot, he's me &limbestfwen new craze.haha
then after the movie we loithered around the walked back home,
through bishan active, laughed our backside off throughout even in the movie
HAHA!bumped into Leonard,Junwei,Zafran,Gilman,Wayne.
so talked at bishan active for awhile then now she's beside me watching me blog :D

want you for my own

2008-12-15T04:27:00.000-08:00

ohkay, now i wna give a proper post.
okay not really i just have alot of stuffs jumping around in my head now):
big question is..
Christmas is a week away soo... Yes or No
can't decide.
need to think moreee.

All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey

2008-12-15T03:49:00.000-08:00

Twilight, Robert pattinson
is hothothothothot

2008-12-14T04:18:00.000-08:00

okayy so yesterday i met up with aundrey&chron.
but we ended meeting jai to celebrate his birthday with his four other friends at clarke quay.
got abused by stewpid chickenchron,going to shave him bald soon >:]
so happy to have spent time with drey today, haven't seen her since aaron's birthday.
haha, and today woke up went to church,ate, went to fairprice with mummy
then went home, then went to meet limbestfwenn to pass her, her stuff
went downstairs her block along with kristin and talkked.
HAHAHAH
going to go out and as usual shop&talk cock with limbestfween one day of the week
yayyy
ending here, byeee, lurvee :B
ohoh, and i wana watch twilight!!

2008-12-12T08:15:00.000-08:00

went to eat kuay chap just now for supper. HHAHA
fattssss):
anyway, i'm so pissedd.and as usual is cause of mummy
just cause me&fatass webcammed with daddy&the rest
she walked into the room and slammed the door.
wth, she's unhappy just cause i talk to my own dad
which used to be her ex husband.
nothing pleases my mother dearest

2008-12-11T11:36:00.000-08:00

GOING HOME
in a few hours time, haha. now staying over at Toh's house.
going to the airposrt straight from here.
sneakk preview

2008-12-09T06:02:00.000-08:00

hellooo,
i'll be back inn 3days!:D
which is friday uh btw. hahah,
yesterday was daddy's birthdayy
after like nine years or something first birthday i spent together with him.
will blog when i get back bout whatever that has happened uh
oh and i found out the acoustic gig on the 12th(at ngiht)
is cancelled):
but neverminddd,still can meet the group i guess. HAHA.
meez 340& limbestfriend&chowweiwei so badly

i'm in love with how you feel

2008-12-02T04:52:00.000-08:00

helloooo
yours truly be going vietnam tomorrowww.
haahha,i'll be flying in some chapalan airline cause no tickets or something.
so if i die...
okay i'll tell limbestfriend in her dreams then she'll help me blog.
HAHAHAH.
okay lah, i have nothing to say.
i suppose to meet Alice,Chron and the rest today,
but i'm sick):):):):
so mummy wont let me out. cause she's scared i'll not feel better by tomorrow.
i'll be gone for quite awhile,
i will meez soo many peopleee&my special someone that i'll never tell who.
ohoh and esp limbestfriend&chowweiwei,
Alice,Azel,Audrey.
i USED to be excited but now i'm kinda half hearted to go.
i actually dont really want to go now.
i think i'll get homesick then start crying my backside off.
nevermind, the vietnamese superman will come save me and fly me back to singapore.
ewww,i can imagine how he'll look like
okay i'm starting to talk nonsense now.it's not like i'll be migrating.
byeeeeee,you ALL better meez me:B
ah and it's me& my blog's(reopened) second month together .yayyy.
oh and brotherrr got a girlfriend FINALLYYY
poor thing has been so deprived la.
anyway at least he'll not spend christmas alone this year girlfriend-less.
i'm proud&happy for you fatass

oh and i was watching some hongkong show,
i wanna get married ):):

2008-12-01T01:03:00.000-08:00

chowweiwei at my house :B

2008-11-29T08:58:00.000-08:00

okay sabby told me to post so i'm going to post.
& i'm not going to post bout my day,
causeeee, it's sad):
so now,i'll talk crapp.
i feel sickk, no actually i have more of a lifeless feeling.
i should go buy more food
so nowww,
i'm very bored.
ah, regretted going with mummy today, should've gone to meet chron and the rest at citylink
HAHAH
Brynnerrr, don't be angryyy :D

2008-11-29T06:25:00.000-08:00

up your nose_l_

2008-11-28T08:25:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Aaron!
went to meet the usuals today, then went to some pub called
water(pole/hole)to celebrate aaron's birthday.
hahah, i did'nt drink yayayay:B
oh and these are the only pictures for today
CHRON!

he'll prolly kill me for putting up this picture. HAHA

2008-11-26T09:11:00.000-08:00

bill the ball says:
after 3 years
bill the ball says:
you still dont talk to me.
bill the ball says:
uhh.....
bill the ball says:
hi?

HAHA,and i still dont now who is he. anywayy
went to meet limbestfriend.after buying alotalot of crap from the pasarmalam.
we went to the rooftop and ate. then attempted to do yoga.
which lead to serious indigestion.
HAHAH
then we went to the open court near my house. and talked, then kristin,simon,gilman came.
then i used simon's cigrette and burned kat on the hand.

HAHA no la, it was'nt on purpose.i was like playing with the cigrette then it burnt her.

anywayy to the happy couple, hope you two last a lifetime:D

i'll be right here

2008-11-26T00:48:00.000-08:00

okay so this was what happened last night, around two plus i slept, then around 3.30 i woke up
like all of a sudden.
thats only one hour plus or sleep uh. then i tried falling back asleep on the bed, after tossing turning flipping i got up,
looked at the clock 4 plus, then i walked around the hall listen to music,stonedd.
nobody was awake.i was really bored.
around six mummy woke up and got ready for work. screamed at me for not sleeping
so i tried to sleep
7.30,i i tried closing my eyes. then i dont know how long later i dozed off.
got woken up at 2pm to eat.waiting for chow's call to go buy schoolbooks.
did'nt come, so i stoned.
again
and now i got a headache.
i wanna meet limbestfriend later.
oh i found old photos. see the stupid act cute backside beside me. HAHAHA
no la love you la

i'm watching junooooo,
i wanna have kids la.
twinsss(girls)

we sure are cute for two ugly people

2008-11-25T07:55:00.002-08:00

okay soooo, i just home. must give a proper post now.
met up with sab in the afternoon shopped around, went to her house ate dinner with her parents
and brother. around 9 plus her mum sent me home, then i went up to put my stuff then went tback to down meet limbestfriend,but they were late, so i waited at the busstop, then
bumped into kwokfang,wayne,gilman, so talked with them for awhile.
then we met up with the rest, then bought food went off with active to eat&played basketball.
missed the group so much, so happy to see them today, oh but did'nt get to see leonard&junwei cause they were working. nevermind going to visit them.
oh and sab bought me a bracelet from juicy coutour and a dress.
thanksss baby :B
oh and Happy Birthday Chron:B
Anyone Else But You - The Moldy Peaches

2008-11-25T02:27:00.000-08:00

okay,i'm in sabbeh's house, sab says hi.:D

okay-.- anywayy i should ge back to the point of this post after her snatching the laptop&typing something veheveh irrelavant.

anyway i just want to mae a point in this post that is,

i may be changing te link and only givin it to my cerain special people again cause ___

apparently can't have any originality to come up with interesting things to blog about so therefore that certain person has to keep copying what i type.

i mean seriously no offence, but its really getting on y nerves like seriously.

so stop it k, friend:D

see, i'm not being mean here, i even still label you as my friend. so just stop it and then we'll be even better friends! okay that does'nt make sense but still

stop alright, love you. see i even love you leh.

my one&lonely

2008-11-24T07:03:00.000-08:00

okay, i was at the park. i did some thinking, againnnn.
so sick of all this.i can be fine ten minutes later then ten minutes later again, my mind will wonder off then think bout nonsensee.alot of "what if" kept coming up.
anyway as i have been saying, i really must stopp.
i know i've said this countless times,but for now, if cigrettes&drinking can help me get my mind off stuff. i guess i have to go back. so contradicting to what i posted yesterday.
meetting sabby tomorrow. yayy.
lim is back, yayy

2008-11-23T22:42:00.001-08:00

i'm so bored so bored.
anywayy it's monday today! yayy
LIMBESTFRIEND IS BACKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
miss you miss you alot la beetch,
anyway one day in the week, we're going to visit junwei&leonard(ratata) working in expo now.
i miss the group, haven't seen them in awhile..
anyway i think now, i should be able to even when__&___ is there
so , everything will go back to normal :D
yayyyyy.i have so many things to be happy bout in this post.

2008-11-23T06:30:00.000-08:00

okay, herrow!
i just deleted afew post cause i was reading my own blog and it sounds
very depressing.haha I mean i was thinking bout it and like it's really no use to continue being like this, drinking,smoking, not good for myself esp the smoking. had a hard time quitting last time and now at this rate it's going to be hard the next and i like my mouth to smell of cigrettes,eeeeew.so NOMORENOMORE:D
CANNOT CANNOT(drink, smoke) promise to myself.
Chron's brithday barbeque!
eh reached there, felt awkward cause we did'nt really know anyone there. but soon jane,jill,jerrold,remus,sherman,joy& the rest came yayy.ben&wayne only came later onn):
then talktalktalk, then i went emily home. sorry dearr):
oh then when i was walking back to the pit chron,aaron,alice and
afew other people were walking towards the toilet smoothered in cake.then chron very nicely&disgustingly wiped cake off hisface
then rubbed some on my face, then aaron thought it was funny so he joined in and rubbed some more. so i ended up having to go wash off cake from my hair&face.
haha. nehhminddd.
oh then when i got back they started drinking already.
so i drank also, i swear i did'nt mean to get drunk this time, at first i was okay!
then after awhile did'nt feel good-.-
then after i became more sober, i watched
alice,aaron,chron play some drinkingcard games.
then cause i was still like half-dead, and my hair did'nt smell good,
chron brought me go wash my hair.
then after i washed then waited form him outside to wash his. then aaron they all came,
all quite highhh.
then walked back. then then for some reason i can't remeber that part. but i know around 6plus me&alice went to sit at the beach area. then like the sky was half blue,half black.
then after having our romantic time there, ben,chron and one other guy came and talk bout stuff, then left.slept in 88.

2008-11-20T07:35:00.000-08:00

continuation from the post below

okay so today, chow came over to my house first, waited for me to change then bathe
then we headed over to onstseping bestfriend house then went to her mum's company to meet the rest cause they were working there. then left to changi airport from there.
goddd, it was so sad to see him leave. seriously.
oh and 'll post more group photos, and like photos once i get the pictures from everybody's camera and all. okay i'm going to stone again.
xoxo

2008-11-20T07:21:00.000-08:00

Goodbye Joseph Kim Hyun Soo
i'll miss you veryvery dearly, takecare of yourself in capeisland(or something like that)
i'll always remeber you and never forget you,the times we spent in chalet and you constantly disturbing me.lovelovelovejooo
xoxo

2008-11-19T05:09:00.000-08:00

oh and i got bored again.

2008-11-19T04:11:00.000-08:00

okay today was spent rotting at homee.
i'm reallyyy boredddd.

hahahah,prolly meeting nunu,ben,wayne(the other one) and afew other people.like on friday or something.
and chow's coming over tomorrow.
and i just got off the phone with sabbeh, meeting her befroe the barbeque on sat:D
yyayayyay.
oh and extensions are starting to annoy me, very hard to bathe. and like getting in my way, and it sort of got more curly. thats a good thing la. hahaa.
eeee i alrready miss limbestfriend.
damn la, hope i can have te controller like adam sandler had in the show click.
can fast forward, rewind,pause.
hahaha if that was possible.
i'll rewind and play back a certain point of time over&over again.
*secretttttt*

2008-11-18T10:27:00.000-08:00

hello lim i'll miss you, you'll be going in afew hours time.
comeback comeback soon:D

2008-11-18T07:40:00.000-08:00

h
meet fatass but handsome brother playing psp beside me

TODAY went with limbestfriend go get extensions done. hahaha.
AND went to get a manicure yayayay.
lurbzxz you bestfriend. will wait for your return on monday.
HAHA, walked around bought stuff, camwhored, met with leonard,junwei,teckliang(ba-chor) and uh whoever was there just now for awhile then bus-ed back, talked at the busstop for awhile then some creep scared us so we moved downstairs my block.
very very happy dayy :D
ohoh and bangs pissed me off so i went back to side parting. hahahh.
photos will come in next post

okay anyway , i know this will be weird for someone like me,
but i'm really hooked onto this song now, listen to it and you'll know why. comparing with the kind of music i listen to.

HAHA, all thanks to kat cause she was doing her extensions so i was like listening to her songs in her iphone(damn awesome), then came past this song. kept listening it for the entire day-.-
anyway it's actually quite nice k.heheh

2008-11-17T04:47:00.000-08:00

okayy, so emily's coming with me this sat
to the bbq.
me and chron are going to be matchy-matchmakers.
hahahaha, it's going to be overnight yayyyy.
hope don't end up asleep like on the beach.
and this time i'm notnotnot going to drink.
no seriously kay, like now i'll let all the people who took care of me drink and enjoy this time and then try takecare of them.
DISCIPLINED :B

2008-11-16T08:29:00.000-08:00

herrow, everybody should ditch friendster and come to myspace cause frienddster screwed and deleted all our contacts.
HAHA, anywayy whole day i've been blog shopping, updating my facebook acc which has been abandoned for....
anyway i'm like tryin to figure out how to use myspace still so yea and i'm trying to find everyone.
so if you do have a myspace add me up,
click here
just now i was like typing to log into my space then cannot, then i like press the forgot password, ended up i was typing my facebook password-.-
i should really note it down somewhere till i can rmeber it.
ohoh and for my facebook account
click here

ohoh and here are some nice indie rock

this one's my favourite

2008-11-15T23:42:00.000-08:00

okay initially i did'nt want to post today cause i was in no mood to,
but i'm purposely posting cause i want to get a message through to somebody
which i can't even face to talk to right now cause i cant even stand the sight of him

this is for you:

hi ass,since recently you yourself told me you know my new blog link. now i also want you to know this.at first i thought i'll just let the matter rest and still continue being nice to you and all, but after thinking bout it and hearing what happened to you and my deardarling friend.
i dont think you fucking deserve it.
so seriously okay, stop with all " i'm gonna hide myself from the world" crap.
all fucking lies.
please la huh, go reflect on yourself or something with your damn charactor . you said you like to see other people happy when in actual fact, you're just fucking selfish and self centered. and you don't really give a shit hat happens to other people
i seriously must've been sooo blind to even fall for all your damn tricks.
so seriously la kay, now i'm going to tell you honestly to fuck off.
_l_

last night i fell in love without you

2008-11-15T03:31:00.001-08:00

ohoh and guess what i did last last night.

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and i don't regret :B
even though it was like a sudden decision cause i was in the toilet and i saw the sciccors

2008-11-14T19:00:00.000-08:00

party was awesomeawesomeawesome:D
ohoh mustmust say in this post
THANKYOU LIMBESTFREIND FOR CABBING ALL THE WAY DOWN TO SENGKANG TO RICK'S HOUSE TOT AKECARE OF ME FOR AWHILE 3AM IN THE MORNING THEN CABBING BACK TO I DONT KNOW WHERE CAUSE I WAS IN NO CONDITION TO EVEN GO HOME. LOVE YOU LONG LONG TIME:B
anyway, i feel really bad like the police came to the house causeee
of disturbance, like what 27 NEIGHBOURS COMPLAIN(not exagerrating)
but Rick was nice enough to say it was his idea so we would all not have to spend the night in jail-.- cause in total there was like three bottles of johnny walker,bottles of heneiken,and quite alot were underaged.
hahaha, anyway thankyou uh, Chronn mainly cause like it's the second time you have to piggy back me everywhere cause i got drunk, and have a hard time putting me to sleep and rescueing me from (------)would'nt kow what would have happened , promise i'll loose weight la k.
anddd Alice for like comforting me when i cried,
anddd Remuss for playing the guitar and sing to make me feel better and like help me around
anddd Joy for like whatever i did, i can't remeber but i know you helped a little
and obviously KAATHLEEN LIM LI YI for taking care of me for like an hour cause i had a fever
anddd Rick for giving me head and neck massage cause of the hangover feeling, and giving me the home-made-fever remedy.
andd last but not least Jane for organizing the thing.
ut yea i did'nt sleep at abll throughout the night cause like after kat left there was only,me,chronn,remus,rick in the room.Rick and Remus was talking bout boxing and uh how to keel people, while even chronn himself could sleep like a pig right beside me so i was rather like squished, so could'nt get any sleep at all despite how shitty i was feeling.but felt like a princess though when kat was there, she sponging my head, then rick massaging.SHIOK. so like 6 everybody slowly woke up, then cleaned the place then went to mac's to eat breakfast.then cabbed back to bishan and thats it.
yayy, Chronn's birthday bbq next sat, no drinking this time.
cause guess what,
NOW I'M TOTALLYYYYYY OVERRRRRR IT

you're a partime lover and a fulltime friend

2008-11-13T07:02:00.000-08:00

okay, i'm still sick.
pray i'll feel better tomorrow.

2008-11-12T11:48:00.000-08:00

okay i'm feeling slightly better than how i was feeling the entire day. hahah
yayyy-.-

okay i know this funny is like, obscene. HAHA but whatever la, it's me and ahlim quite a long time ago, and uh, it's really coolio. hheheheh.

& a vehvehveh awesome video. HAHA k fine, i was like very bored.

2008-11-12T03:00:00.000-08:00

(not yet the whole group)

azel dearest messaged me this morning,
literally the best news this week since it was really screwed.
340 HOUSE PARTY ON FRIDAY!!!
miss all of em alotalotalot,but more poeple apart from 340 is going as well.
can't waittt, but everyone has to pay $10 for the drinks. haha
will be held at one of jane's friends house cause he has the whole house to himself the entire night.
prolly going to bluff mummy the "chalet" starts on friday not saturday. HAHA. then dont need go home, cause i dont i'll be able to?
i'm going to keep myself busy from now on, meeting up with old friends, going to more gig's and stuff i used to do last time so i would'nt stay at home and think bout nonsense.
cause i've decided it's useless staying at home thinking bout how stupid i was.
so,I'm gonna throw everything away. forget the whole matter including my ex boyfriend
i'm not going to be selfish and only think bout myself.
and since now i know this blog is being read by more than the five people whom i trusted and told the link, i'm not pointing any fingers.
it's not that bad having other's read it also anyway, most to most just be wary of whatever i post.
i miss you♥♥♥

2008-11-10T22:41:00.000-08:00

okayshall give a long and proper posr today after quite awhile cause i've been pretty busy.
HAHAHA, everthing is okay now. yayayay :B
anyway whoever who saw whatever happened yesterday,i'm really sorry.
but please erase that un-glam memory of me.
btw, lim li yi kathleen. thank you vehvehvehveh much for waiting for me so late while i was settling problems with ____. despite you running away when i flipped out,and i had to pull your hair to make you face me, as i said
since i am too a very awesome-o bestfriend so "i forgive you"
anyway love mummy so much now, she like did'nt scold me despite the time i came home last night cause she heard what happpened.
she even waited for me to come home despite she having work tomorrow,and like it was already the next morning,i feel really bad.
love you long time tanbeelian(mummy)will promisepromise to be a slightly better daughter now kay.anyway ALOT O of photos from(camp,sentosa,joanne's birthday concert, etc)will be in once i'm able to find my usb cable and once limahkat sends all the photos.
was talking to chowweiwei just now, HAHAH, miss you alotalotalot. can't wait!
ohoh and i'm going for a gig in youth park with bennaye bestfwen and wayne(the other one)
and afew other people, then i'm going back to bishannn for my "chalet"
hahaha just a excuse to dont go home la.
ohoh and i want this song to be played on my wedding day :D

You're there by my side
In every way
I know that you would not forsake me
I give you my life
Would not think twice
Your love is all I need believe me
I may not say it quite as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear
I'm wondering how I ever got by
Without you in my life to guide me
Where ever I go the one thing that's true
Is everything I do I do for you
I may not say it half as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear
So whenever you get weary
Just reach out for me
I'll never let you down my love
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
Ohh we'll get there
This I swear

This I Swear - Nick Lachey

2008-11-05T20:52:00.001-08:00

i feel tired tired tired tired.
hungryhungryhungry.
(even tho i've literally eaten two packets of maggiemee-.-)
can't wait to get out of the house, after everybody wakes up.
and the most interesting conversion i had with anyone today was this

ry says:
hahaha!
ry says:
you dont look 14
ry says:
oh my , tell me which part of you shows that youre 14!
STACY says:
my boobs-.- HAHAHA
ry says:
LOL
ry says:
THAT IS THE BEST EVER STATEMENT MADE HAHAHA

2008-11-03T22:24:00.001-08:00

i know this is the millionth time i've said it
i'm so fucking sorry

2008-11-03T21:37:00.000-08:00

i'm so fugging sick&tired of everything now
like i just dont know wtf whould i do to make everybody happy.
i'm so pissed i can't even type properly, so pissed i don't even want to reply any messages.
can't wait for bestfriend chow to come over now, fugging need someone to rant to.

2008-11-03T09:33:00.000-08:00

okay , i like can't remeber my new blog link.
and i did'nt really have to mood to blog but like for some reason i wanted to go look at my own blog so like no choice must sign into blogger so i might as well blog
HAHAHAAHA
suppose to not come home today, but yea since saturday not coming home,today come home make mummy's blood pressure decrease.but yea i rather her blood pressure to increase then her to catch me&_ at the staircase just now.SUPER SUAY.
but yea all she said was"why his hair so long(blahblahblah)"
eeeeeeeeeeeeee
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
so many things are happening now, concerning so many peepoo.
hope it'll be all over soon.
stewpig new blog so plain laa, must upload some photos put more things into it.then it'll get pwettier.

btw chowbestfriend(ignoring the hurtful sms) i'm really sorry for verything that has been happening.but yea, i'm really caught up in alot of things now. and whatever free time i have to will like do some thinking or rather be alone for awhile.i swear after all this is settled i'll make it up to you, i still love you plentyy. ohoh tbtw hope now xxx can bring you happiness oh.

oh and i miss my dearest 340 superr badly):

OHOH and sabrina tan .....
SEE we've not been spending time i cant even remeber your frigging chinese name,better fugging call me soon bitch or else i'll like
bitch slap you? AHAHHAAHHA. nah i'll just spank you :B(that's hot)

OKAY ,yours truly is going to sleep now. goodnight♥♥♥

2008-11-02T08:02:00.000-08:00

okay since i'm in a happy mood now cause excited for sentosa tomorrow, shall explain to you all my "special people" why the sudden change. it's cause the old fugging blog pissed me off cause too many people were reading it.heheh.
blog agaian, eh soon. WITH PEEKTURES.

2008-11-02T07:44:00.000-08:00

HERROWW PEEPOOLZX:D