okay sabby told me to post so i'm going to post.
& i'm not going to post bout my day,
causeeee, it's sad):
so now,i'll talk crapp.
i feel sickk, no actually i have more of a lifeless feeling.
i should go buy more food
so nowww,
i'm very bored.
ah, regretted going with mummy today, should've gone to meet chron and the rest at citylink
HAHAH
Brynnerrr, don't be angryyy :D

up your nose_l_

Happy Birthday Aaron!
went to meet the usuals today, then went to some pub called
water(pole/hole)to celebrate aaron's birthday.
hahah, i did'nt drink yayayay:B
oh and these are the only pictures for today
CHRON!





he'll prolly kill me for putting up this picture. HAHA

bill the ball says:
after 3 years
bill the ball says:
you still dont talk to me.
bill the ball says:
uhh.....
bill the ball says:
hi?

HAHA,and i still dont now who is he. anywayy
went to meet limbestfriend.after buying alotalot of crap from the pasarmalam.
we went to the rooftop and ate. then attempted to do yoga.
which lead to serious indigestion.
HAHAH
then we went to the open court near my house. and talked, then kristin,simon,gilman came.
then i used simon's cigrette and burned kat on the hand.

HAHA no la, it was'nt on purpose.i was like playing with the cigrette then it burnt her.

anywayy to the happy couple, hope you two last a lifetime:D

i'll be right here

okay so this was what happened last night, around two plus i slept, then around 3.30 i woke up
like all of a sudden.
thats only one hour plus or sleep uh. then i tried falling back asleep on the bed, after tossing turning flipping i got up,
looked at the clock 4 plus, then i walked around the hall listen to music,stonedd.
nobody was awake.i was really bored.
around six mummy woke up and got ready for work. screamed at me for not sleeping
so i tried to sleep
7.30,i i tried closing my eyes. then i dont know how long later i dozed off.
got woken up at 2pm to eat.waiting for chow's call to go buy schoolbooks.
did'nt come, so i stoned.
again
and now i got a headache.
i wanna meet limbestfriend later.
oh i found old photos. see the stupid act cute backside beside me. HAHAHA
no la love you la




i'm watching junooooo,
i wanna have kids la.
twinsss(girls)

we sure are cute for two ugly people

okay soooo, i just home. must give a proper post now.
met up with sab in the afternoon shopped around, went to her house ate dinner with her parents
and brother. around 9 plus her mum sent me home, then i went up to put my stuff then went tback to down meet limbestfriend,but they were late, so i waited at the busstop, then
bumped into kwokfang,wayne,gilman, so talked with them for awhile.
then we met up with the rest, then bought food went off with active to eat&played basketball.
missed the group so much, so happy to see them today, oh but did'nt get to see leonard&junwei cause they were working. nevermind going to visit them.
oh and sab bought me a bracelet from juicy coutour and a dress.
thanksss baby :B
oh and Happy Birthday Chron:B

okay,i'm in sabbeh's house, sab says hi.:D

okay-.- anywayy i should ge back to the point of this post after her snatching the laptop&typing something veheveh irrelavant.

anyway i just want to mae a point in this post that is,

i may be changing te link and only givin it to my cerain special people again cause ___

apparently can't have any originality to come up with interesting things to blog about so therefore that certain person has to keep copying what i type.

i mean seriously no offence, but its really getting on y nerves like seriously.

so stop it k, friend:D

see, i'm not being mean here, i even still label you as my friend. so just stop it and then we'll be even better friends! okay that does'nt make sense but still

stop alright, love you. see i even love you leh.

my one&lonely

okay, i was at the park. i did some thinking, againnnn.
so sick of all this.i can be fine ten minutes later then ten minutes later again, my mind will wonder off then think bout nonsensee.alot of "what if" kept coming up.
anyway as i have been saying, i really must stopp.
i know i've said this countless times,but for now, if cigrettes&drinking can help me get my mind off stuff. i guess i have to go back. so contradicting to what i posted yesterday.
meetting sabby tomorrow. yayy.
lim is back, yayy

i'm so bored so bored.
anywayy it's monday today! yayy
LIMBESTFRIEND IS BACKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
miss you miss you alot la beetch,
anyway one day in the week, we're going to visit junwei&leonard(ratata) working in expo now.
i miss the group, haven't seen them in awhile..
anyway i think now, i should be able to even when__&___ is there
so , everything will go back to normal :D
yayyyyy.i have so many things to be happy bout in this post.

okay, herrow!
i just deleted afew post cause i was reading my own blog and it sounds
very depressing.haha I mean i was thinking bout it and like it's really no use to continue being like this, drinking,smoking, not good for myself esp the smoking. had a hard time quitting last time and now at this rate it's going to be hard the next and i like my mouth to smell of cigrettes,eeeeew.so NOMORENOMORE:D
CANNOT CANNOT(drink, smoke) promise to myself.
Chron's brithday barbeque!
eh reached there, felt awkward cause we did'nt really know anyone there. but soon jane,jill,jerrold,remus,sherman,joy& the rest came yayy.ben&wayne only came later onn):
then talktalktalk, then i went emily home. sorry dearr):
oh then when i was walking back to the pit chron,aaron,alice and
afew other people were walking towards the toilet smoothered in cake.then chron very nicely&disgustingly wiped cake off hisface
then rubbed some on my face, then aaron thought it was funny so he joined in and rubbed some more. so i ended up having to go wash off cake from my hair&face.
haha. nehhminddd.
oh then when i got back they started drinking already.
so i drank also, i swear i did'nt mean to get drunk this time, at first i was okay!
then after awhile did'nt feel good-.-
then after i became more sober, i watched
alice,aaron,chron play some drinkingcard games.
then cause i was still like half-dead, and my hair did'nt smell good,
chron brought me go wash my hair.
then after i washed then waited form him outside to wash his. then aaron they all came,
all quite highhh.
then walked back. then then for some reason i can't remeber that part. but i know around 6plus me&alice went to sit at the beach area. then like the sky was half blue,half black.
then after having our romantic time there, ben,chron and one other guy came and talk bout stuff, then left.slept in 88.

continuation from the post below

okay so today, chow came over to my house first, waited for me to change then bathe
then we headed over to onstseping bestfriend house then went to her mum's company to meet the rest cause they were working there. then left to changi airport from there.
goddd, it was so sad to see him leave. seriously.
oh and 'll post more group photos, and like photos once i get the pictures from everybody's camera and all. okay i'm going to stone again.
xoxo

Goodbye Joseph Kim Hyun Soo
i'll miss you veryvery dearly, takecare of yourself in capeisland(or something like that)
i'll always remeber you and never forget you,the times we spent in chalet and you constantly disturbing me.lovelovelovejooo
xoxo

oh and i got bored again.

okay today was spent rotting at homee.
i'm reallyyy boredddd.

hahahah,prolly meeting nunu,ben,wayne(the other one) and afew other people.like on friday or something.
and chow's coming over tomorrow.
and i just got off the phone with sabbeh, meeting her befroe the barbeque on sat:D
yyayayyay.
oh and extensions are starting to annoy me, very hard to bathe. and like getting in my way, and it sort of got more curly. thats a good thing la. hahaa.
eeee i alrready miss limbestfriend.
damn la, hope i can have te controller like adam sandler had in the show click.
can fast forward, rewind,pause.
hahaha if that was possible.
i'll rewind and play back a certain point of time over&over again.
*secretttttt*

hello lim i'll miss you, you'll be going in afew hours time.
comeback comeback soon:D

h
meet fatass but handsome brother playing psp beside me

TODAY went with limbestfriend go get extensions done. hahaha.
AND went to get a manicure yayayay.
lurbzxz you bestfriend. will wait for your return on monday.
HAHA, walked around bought stuff, camwhored, met with leonard,junwei,teckliang(ba-chor) and uh whoever was there just now for awhile then bus-ed back, talked at the busstop for awhile then some creep scared us so we moved downstairs my block.
very very happy dayy :D
ohoh and bangs pissed me off so i went back to side parting. hahahh.
photos will come in next post

okay anyway , i know this will be weird for someone like me,
but i'm really hooked onto this song now, listen to it and you'll know why. comparing with the kind of music i listen to.



HAHA, all thanks to kat cause she was doing her extensions so i was like listening to her songs in her iphone(damn awesome), then came past this song. kept listening it for the entire day-.-
anyway it's actually quite nice k.heheh

okayy, so emily's coming with me this sat
to the bbq.
me and chron are going to be matchy-matchmakers.
hahahaha, it's going to be overnight yayyyy.
hope don't end up asleep like on the beach.
and this time i'm notnotnot going to drink.
no seriously kay, like now i'll let all the people who took care of me drink and enjoy this time and then try takecare of them.
DISCIPLINED :B

herrow, everybody should ditch friendster and come to myspace cause frienddster screwed and deleted all our contacts.
HAHA, anywayy whole day i've been blog shopping, updating my facebook acc which has been abandoned for....
anyway i'm like tryin to figure out how to use myspace still so yea and i'm trying to find everyone.
so if you do have a myspace add me up,
click here
just now i was like typing to log into my space then cannot, then i like press the forgot password, ended up i was typing my facebook password-.-
i should really note it down somewhere till i can rmeber it.
ohoh and for my facebook account
click here

ohoh and here are some nice indie rock






this one's my favourite

okay initially i did'nt want to post today cause i was in no mood to,
but i'm purposely posting cause i want to get a message through to somebody
which i can't even face to talk to right now cause i cant even stand the sight of him

this is for you:

hi ass,since recently you yourself told me you know my new blog link. now i also want you to know this.at first i thought i'll just let the matter rest and still continue being nice to you and all, but after thinking bout it and hearing what happened to you and my deardarling friend.
i dont think you fucking deserve it.
so seriously okay, stop with all " i'm gonna hide myself from the world" crap.
all fucking lies.
please la huh, go reflect on yourself or something with your damn charactor . you said you like to see other people happy when in actual fact, you're just fucking selfish and self centered. and you don't really give a shit hat happens to other people
i seriously must've been sooo blind to even fall for all your damn tricks.
so seriously la kay, now i'm going to tell you honestly to fuck off.
_l_

last night i fell in love without you

ohoh and guess what i did last last night.


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and i don't regret :B
even though it was like a sudden decision cause i was in the toilet and i saw the sciccors

party was awesomeawesomeawesome:D
ohoh mustmust say in this post
THANKYOU LIMBESTFREIND FOR CABBING ALL THE WAY DOWN TO SENGKANG TO RICK'S HOUSE TOT AKECARE OF ME FOR AWHILE 3AM IN THE MORNING THEN CABBING BACK TO I DONT KNOW WHERE CAUSE I WAS IN NO CONDITION TO EVEN GO HOME. LOVE YOU LONG LONG TIME:B
anyway, i feel really bad like the police came to the house causeee
of disturbance, like what 27 NEIGHBOURS COMPLAIN(not exagerrating)
but Rick was nice enough to say it was his idea so we would all not have to spend the night in jail-.- cause in total there was like three bottles of johnny walker,bottles of heneiken,and quite alot were underaged.
hahaha, anyway thankyou uh, Chronn mainly cause like it's the second time you have to piggy back me everywhere cause i got drunk, and have a hard time putting me to sleep and rescueing me from (------)would'nt kow what would have happened , promise i'll loose weight la k.
anddd Alice for like comforting me when i cried,
anddd Remuss for playing the guitar and sing to make me feel better and like help me around
anddd Joy for like whatever i did, i can't remeber but i know you helped a little
and obviously KAATHLEEN LIM LI YI for taking care of me for like an hour cause i had a fever
anddd Rick for giving me head and neck massage cause of the hangover feeling, and giving me the home-made-fever remedy.
andd last but not least Jane for organizing the thing.
ut yea i did'nt sleep at abll throughout the night cause like after kat left there was only,me,chronn,remus,rick in the room.Rick and Remus was talking bout boxing and uh how to keel people, while even chronn himself could sleep like a pig right beside me so i was rather like squished, so could'nt get any sleep at all despite how shitty i was feeling.but felt like a princess though when kat was there, she sponging my head, then rick massaging.SHIOK. so like 6 everybody slowly woke up, then cleaned the place then went to mac's to eat breakfast.then cabbed back to bishan and thats it.
yayy, Chronn's birthday bbq next sat, no drinking this time.
cause guess what,
NOW I'M TOTALLYYYYYY OVERRRRRR IT

you're a partime lover and a fulltime friend

okay, i'm still sick.
pray i'll feel better tomorrow.

okay i'm feeling slightly better than how i was feeling the entire day. hahah
yayyy-.-

okay i know this funny is like, obscene. HAHA but whatever la, it's me and ahlim quite a long time ago, and uh, it's really coolio. hheheheh.

& a vehvehveh awesome video. HAHA k fine, i was like very bored.