Rant

just had the biggest fight ever with mummy.kept threatening me with suicide
i feel fucking selfish for acting this way sometimes, but she just makes it hard.
My neck and head still hurts.can say its worser than last night.
andd what makes it better is i have other things running up&down my head.
anyway i've come to a decision that i'm NOT going to let myself get affected by what happens eventually.which is why now i'm not going to give myself any false hopes.

cause sometimes the things you say contradict yourself

LIM yim nim bim kim sim tim zim pim rim dim cim xim vim gim fim wim

christmas photo's

Gutterbones gig

Met Remus, and the rest of Gutterbonez at cityhall station
but stewpid ChernMengChengchicken was damn late, so they left first cause they had to do a photoshoot. so waited for him myself for like half and hours pluss?!
thier performance was at 10.30
so we went to eat dinner first, stewpid boy is damn stubborn no wonder he can't recover.
after dinner went to sit at the rooftop of esplanade,then met back with the rest soon after at the arthouse which was where the gig was at. hahah
GUTTERBONES WERE AWESOMEEE
after the gig went over to waterhole shared a jug with jane annd yanru.
then went home:D

Speechless-The Veronicas
(click)

i know it's late, buttt
merry christmas!
haha!fine maybe what i wanted did not really come true this year,
but i'm happy with what i've got already
that is, my family,my friends, andd the fact that my birthday is coming up soonn :D
anyway yesterday i walked around orchard with some stupid santa hat, which Alice&Chron bought for me to wear when i only said it looked cute.
hahah!anyway, when i got home this morning,
mummy was like saying some kid left me a gift
like some bigbig cake or cookie writing
"to the best pig"yeah from the bold word i already knew who it was from
haha! anyway thanks J
for making the effort of coming all the way to my house and even dare to telll my
monster mummy to lie to me.

i feel as though i've known you for years

it's just a number, good things are worth waiting

i'm just going to listen to zel&remus and continue telling myself that.
hate it when this happens.

):

be back soon! i meez youu):
your bestfriend is more fun than genting

i forgot to mention that chron(chickenfeet) and his other band members participated in some kid's contest.

midnight walk with a stick

okay, so yesterday i walked from one end of pasir ris to another
stewpid chron is a jinxx okay.
went to support his other band first time performance. all the wayy in tampinis
Aaron came for awhile but had to leave for work soon after
waited till around 9.30-10 for his net performance which is the closing,
then they had to pack the place&things up and all.it wass very cold as usual.
talked for awhile then left? ohoh there was this superr"chubby" guy.
he's damn cute! and he's like one of singapore's top ten bloggers or something
iamnotfat.net.
wth right?!
anyway he asked to take a group photo and showed us his stomach. haha!
okay thennn, chron was like sendinging me to the mrt
then there was this sign 11.25 last train.
so we went to the busstop, and like ran into some bus, i did'nt even see what number,
so we went to pasir ris. then i was lazy to get home,
so like even before we reached the interchange i stupidly made a decision to get off and he was stupid enough to agree(:
cause i thought of staying at my cousin's place. then uh mummy wanted me to come home,
cause i won't be very wlecomed there. so i had to? and we had only 10min left to walk to the interchange which is all the way to the other end.
so we walked and ended up not making it obviously,so we just continued walking
i think we wanted to walk to the end of pasir ris cause we thought it'd be funnn soo we did!
was actually quite fun la:B
yayy stacy lost some weight.haha!
anyway we got on the cab, dropped chickenfeet off at sengkang.
then continued, then the malay cab driving was like talking to me all the way.he got six kids!
he's veryy nice, except that he called chicken feet handsome.
okay photo up in the next post.
christmas is innn
four days

pop your butt!

i walked home with mummy through bishan park from amkhub wearing that with mummy.
i sweated like a beetch, but mummy thought it would be fun, so what can i say):
and now i'm sewing my school skirt, while my neck hurtsss like really alott

okay so yestersay in the afternoon i met with Limbestfwen, to go shopshopshop!
and she splashed some water that you're suppose to use to wash your ass on me in the toilet ):
which was why i nearly pulled a bunch of her hair out in fareast& we both got scolded by the china toilet cleaner-.-
then i met with Chron, Aaron was late so we made our way to cine first, end up
all the shows for twilight was like sold out and no more left. so we made our way to plaza sing,
same thing happened, so we ended up watching "Yes man"
sitting in between the two of them were like sitting with kids, despite them being 4-5years oolder than me-.-
HAHAHA, the like laughed the louded and kept smacking each other.
around 11.30 the movie ended so we had plaza sing all to oursseleves
plucked out christmas decorations, attempted to sneak in some store with icecream in it.
camewhored, rushed to catch the last train, which i met Abby,Crystal,Aundrey(Abby's friend)
then dropped at bishan, followed Abby to the busstop near her house, GOSSIPEDGOSSIPEDGOSSIPED
hhaha till i missed afew buses and had to end up walking home, cause mummy refuse to pick me up):
so reached home around 1 plus going to 2?

oh did i mention that Chron now got bangs. HAHAHA

limbestfween is still right beside me and we found these vidoes on youtube while stalking Robert pattinson-.-HAHA
will understand if you've watched Twilight.or follow the books

i just came back from watching the 9.20pm movie of Twilight
the second time with limbestfwen and guess what, i'm going to have to watch it the
third time with Aaron& Chron.
but nevermind i like the movie like alott okay,like watch 10 times also not bored
cause Robert Pattinson is wuvvv.
he's superr hot, he's me &limbestfwen new craze.haha
then after the movie we loithered around the walked back home,
through bishan active, laughed our backside off throughout even in the movie
HAHA!bumped into Leonard,Junwei,Zafran,Gilman,Wayne.
so talked at bishan active for awhile then now she's beside me watching me blog :D

want you for my own

ohkay, now i wna give a proper post.
okay not really i just have alot of stuffs jumping around in my head now):
big question is..
Christmas is a week away soo... Yes or No
can't decide.
need to think moreee.

All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey

Twilight, Robert pattinson
is hothothothothot

okayy so yesterday i met up with aundrey&chron.
but we ended meeting jai to celebrate his birthday with his four other friends at clarke quay.
got abused by stewpid chickenchron,going to shave him bald soon >:]
so happy to have spent time with drey today, haven't seen her since aaron's birthday.
haha, and today woke up went to church,ate, went to fairprice with mummy
then went home, then went to meet limbestfwenn to pass her, her stuff
went downstairs her block along with kristin and talkked.
HAHAHAH
going to go out and as usual shop&talk cock with limbestfween one day of the week
yayyy
ending here, byeee, lurvee :B
ohoh, and i wana watch twilight!!

went to eat kuay chap just now for supper. HHAHA
fattssss):
anyway, i'm so pissedd.and as usual is cause of mummy
just cause me&fatass webcammed with daddy&the rest
she walked into the room and slammed the door.
wth, she's unhappy just cause i talk to my own dad
which used to be her ex husband.
nothing pleases my mother dearest

GOING HOME
in a few hours time, haha. now staying over at Toh's house.
going to the airposrt straight from here.
sneakk preview

hellooo,
i'll be back inn 3days!:D
which is friday uh btw. hahah,
yesterday was daddy's birthdayy
after like nine years or something first birthday i spent together with him.
will blog when i get back bout whatever that has happened uh
oh and i found out the acoustic gig on the 12th(at ngiht)
is cancelled):
but neverminddd,still can meet the group i guess. HAHA.
meez 340& limbestfriend&chowweiwei so badly

i'm in love with how you feel

helloooo
yours truly be going vietnam tomorrowww.
haahha,i'll be flying in some chapalan airline cause no tickets or something.
so if i die...
okay i'll tell limbestfriend in her dreams then she'll help me blog.
HAHAHAH.
okay lah, i have nothing to say.
i suppose to meet Alice,Chron and the rest today,
but i'm sick):):):):
so mummy wont let me out. cause she's scared i'll not feel better by tomorrow.
i'll be gone for quite awhile,
i will meez soo many peopleee&my special someone that i'll never tell who.
ohoh and esp limbestfriend&chowweiwei,
Alice,Azel,Audrey.
i USED to be excited but now i'm kinda half hearted to go.
i actually dont really want to go now.
i think i'll get homesick then start crying my backside off.
nevermind, the vietnamese superman will come save me and fly me back to singapore.
ewww,i can imagine how he'll look like
okay i'm starting to talk nonsense now.it's not like i'll be migrating.
byeeeeee,you ALL better meez me:B
ah and it's me& my blog's(reopened) second month together .yayyy.
oh and brotherrr got a girlfriend FINALLYYY
poor thing has been so deprived la.
anyway at least he'll not spend christmas alone this year girlfriend-less.
i'm proud&happy for you fatass

oh and i was watching some hongkong show,
i wanna get married ):):

chowweiwei at my house :B